You know those people who compare everything they’re doing now to things they did before? And the things they did before were always so much better? (Ex: Oh, I like this bakery, but the bakery in my hometown made the MOST delicious cupcakes. They were so fresh and yummy. But, I mean, these are good too…….) There’s a word to describe those people: annoying.
I hate to admit it, but I am one of those annoying people. I hear myself doing it, and I can’t stop it. The words spew out of my mouth before I can shut it. Before I can even think to shut it. But, to be fair, I find myself only really doing it (that I notice anyway) when it comes to my rehabilitation. This is so not fair to my current physical therapists. They’re really great. I see them two to three times a week and they push me and encourage me.
The problem is that I had the benefit of going to the best in-house rehabilitation facility in the world. I’m pretty sure I read that somewhere. Possibly it was in the reviews I gave them. But no matter, it was the best. I was there for a little over four weeks. I went in a crying, sniveling, scaredy cat. (I left in a similar state, but that’s beside the point.)
Drill Sergeant: My main physical therapist was often referred to (by me) as the Drill Sergeant. Sometimes, when he was especially cruel, I referred to him by other names. But, that was usually under my breath or after he was gone. Also, besides the point. He was seriously the best though. He pushed me and did not let me get away with any of my normal tricks (read: trying to fake through exercises to just get them done with). I remember one set in particular when I got stuck on the number 6 because he kept. making. me. do. it. over. and. over. and. over. If it was sloppy, redo it. If it was weak, redo it. If he wasn’t paying attention, redo it. I used my never fail trick of crying in frustration. He let me sit for a minute to calm down. Then he made me redo it. I know, you’re thinking why was he the best. It’s because even though he put the “UGH!!!” in “tough”, he was super fun and hilarious. He cracked jokes while torturing me and made it somewhat fun.
Dr. S: Because Drill Sergeant seemed to always be on vacation or on days off, my other main physical therapist was Dr. S. She was the complete opposite of Drill Sergeant. While Drill Sergeant was crazy hyper and silly, she was mellow with an awesome dry sense of humor. She pushed me just as hard and was always quick to answer all of my technical “But why?” questions. She was a PhD which, I think she should have bragged about more. Seriously. If I had my doctorate, I’d probably throw that into any conversation several times. “Would you like bread on your table?” “Well, since I’m a doctor, yes.” See, it works very naturally. Dr. S and I also had a ton in common, which probably also led to me liking her so much. We had the same first name. We got married on the same day. She often vacationed (and got proposed to) in the city where I live. She’s from Chicago and I love the movie Ferris Bueller’s Day Off. Her husband is English and mine speaks English. See, the similarities are endless! We’re practically the same person.
All of the other PT’s there were amazing as well. I worked with just about all of them. And the aide’s were great too! They all got used to my emotional roller coaster of a recovery and were quick with the support and encouragement or with the kleenex. I’m surprised none of them obtained stock in Kleenex. Seriously, I cried a lot.
[Sidenote: My OT’s were so amazing that they will get their own post later on. I mean, the people who gave me my first shower after 2.5 weeks and taught me how to pull on pants while sitting on a toilet deserve their own post for sure.]
When I was an inpatient, I was in therapy 1000 hours a day. Ok, I think it was really 3-4 hours, but it felt like 1000. I was always drained by the end. OT started out fun. They brought in Connect 4 for me to play. Um, yes. I can play a game. They got more cruel from there. Making me sit on the edge of a bed. For a few days, that was one of the scariest things I’ve ever done. I specifically remember saying that I hang out with criminals on a daily basis for work (I’m a criminal defense attorney) and that doesn’t cause me any worries. But they want me to sit on the edge of the bed and I was going to hyperventilate. It’s really a very scary thing when you’re in pain, have no control of your body or legs, and can’t even feel them on the ground. But, they got me going little by little. They knew exactly what they were doing and how to do it. In PT, it started out as torture. My very first session, they tried to have me stand while strapped, buckled, barred and cushioned into a frame structure. I stood for a “nanosecond” as that PT told me, all while crying, yelling, cussing and snot flowing. The weird thing was that for all my freaking out, my go to reflex was to hold my breath and close my eyes. Apparently I felt it was better to pass out blindly. To this day, the common trend in my rehab is the command “Breathe!” But, I eventually went from a nanosecond to an entire second to minutes. They never pushed me more than I could do. They mixed it up so I wouldn’t burn out. They answered my annoying questions. They put up with my emotions and terrible jokes.
So, it’s no wonder that at my new outpatient facility they’re going to hear repeatedly “Oh, at CS they had me do it like [this].” Or “My PT at CS would have me do it like [that].” You’d think they were rockstars the way I talk about them, or that they were the inventors of physical therapy itself. But, in my limited world of rehabilitation, they are and they did.