The past month has been rough. March is already my least favorite month but this past one was one for the books (though technically it started in the end of February). I took a few beatings and wasn’t sure how I was going to come out on the other side.* It started with my broken toe. The mysterious, no clue how or when it happened, why do I not have feeling but can still tell that this thing hurts like heck, broken toe. That was annoying. Then, the next day I hurt my back at the gym. I did a motion which involved twisting which is a huge no-no in my spinal cord. And that spinal cord made sure that I knew how pissed off at me it was. It took about a week and a half for me to stop crying in pain. Then it was more of a I-got-punched-inside-my-spine ache. Then it became a dull pain. And then, one day, it was gone. The Hubs asked how I was feeling and I realized that I wasn’t. There wasn’t pain there. In the midst of all the broken painness, I also caught an ear infection. That sucked too. A lot. The ear hurt, and the antibiotics they put me on made me throw up a lot.
But, now it’s April and I’m pain free, earache free, bones mended back together and healthy. And as of a week and a half ago, I’m a contender for a clinical trial on the ReWalk. If I get into this trial, I’ll have the bionic legs for a year and help prove to insurance companies the health benefits of having them. To say that I’m beyond stoked is an understatement!! I have my physical therapy evaluation next week. So, having been out of service for the past month, and with it being a beautiful new month, I decided it was time to get back to the gym.
For the first time since joining this gym I was nervous to go in. I’m a bit gun shy now that I may hurt myself again. But, I had an appointment for training with Ninja Trainer so I had to go in. And I have faith in his experience in training and I know he won’t let me overexert myself. We had a talk about my fears and about how I just have to be careful, mindful and vocal. The hour flew by! We did a very thorough warm-up and did a lot of slow training on various machines. You’d think that slow movements and lower weight would be easier. And if I could raise my arms, I would slap you in the face. My arms caught fire before out session ended. It was amazing!!
And my biggest fear (that I would lose all progress that I had made) flew out the window. I still retained a lot of the strength that GunShow had helped me gain. Ninja Trainer pointed out the definition in several of my muscle groups, which made me feel better. I was also worried that my dedication would be gone, but I’m so stoked to be back in the gym that I found my motivation to make healthy changes all around! NT is going to give me meal planning guidelines to help me meet all of my goals. His training, combined with eating healthy and *fingers crossed!!!!* the ReWalk could be everything I need to make some HUGE improvements! And I did promise my gym friends that I would try to walk again so they could be the gym who got the paralyzed girl walking.
Cheers to picking back up and moving forward even stronger!
*It wasn’t all terrible. I did get to spend a lot more time with my Little Mister and do a ton of fun things like park play dates with other kids. I think that little baby is what kept me from really going off the deep end.